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November 28th, 2008

09:43 pm - Hmmm yes I'm alive but who cares right? Current Mood: apathetic

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October 11th, 2008

02:02 am - dreams and stuff Life is really worrying me and i just can't sleep. i really want to achieve my dream but it gets harder and harder...and further and further and more out of reach and less likely to ever materialize. its just mighty worrying ...its funny how i didn't get what i wanted in the past and after ages it seemed okay...will it be like this with this dream? will it grow less significant with time? i don't think so. this is my chief dream. and its nice my friend on msn now is cheering and rooting for me..it made me feel better instantly :]..i love my friends. *sigh* Current Mood: anxious

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June 6th, 2008

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February 13th, 2008

08:47 am - Why do I bother One of these days I'm going to find out something that really hurts ...:[ probably by Friday..definitely by Monday. I wish life wasn't so hard...everything has been a blur recently. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Utada Hikaru-stay Gold

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February 3rd, 2008

06:46 pm - Tomorrow... ..First exam is tomorrow *panics* Tuesday is the monster! Current Mood: pessimistic

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January 6th, 2008

11:55 pm - I bet you any penny i will have to stay up two nights to finish this!! yikes! Haven't yet made a start on my essay and i have less than two days to complete it *melts under all the pressure* Current Mood: anxious

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December 5th, 2007

01:57 pm - wheeee I still have this =D Um...been awhile...I think i will certainly start using this journal again. Wow well lets just say i came a long way since the last post. so many things have happened through out this time.Well I'm content about where i am now. Besides my un-started, headache inspiring essay I am basically fine. I will in time make myself a timetable and here's hoping i will follow it religiously.. doing work at prescribed times etc hmm uni has been quite hectic but now i know who's who, whats what and whats where i feel more comfortable than ever. I made awesomely cool friends and I'm content. pfft only thing wrong is i lack motivation...I'll sort it ASAP =) *kisses* Current Mood: apathetic

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April 19th, 2007

07:24 pm - depresssdooo I feel awfully depressed -__- i over indulged in too much fun and now I'm gonna have to compensate for all that "fun having" by cutting down...drastically cutting down...im gonna miss all the fun times...but just the thought of failure is overwhelming ...mann i wish i worked harder and balanced my time in a responsible way...i hate having to make up for my mistakes...my unnecessary mistakes Current Mood: disappointed

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April 11th, 2007

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August 25th, 2006

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July 3rd, 2006

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April 5th, 2006

03:40 pm - commence revision OK OK its that time of year where exam pressure strikes. ok i shall begin ma revision or should i say learning *sighs* here we go ... Current Mood: determined

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March 16th, 2006

10:14 pm - lets just do it, we can make it Mann i've been slacking like there's no tomorrow. I dont like this...but i dont do much to turn it around either i got the urge to scream out! help!:'( Current Mood: crappy

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February 20th, 2006

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January 26th, 2006

01:20 am - gah im ill! okay do i make promises i dont keep? i dont know...if i post here tomorrow with nothing done then the answer to that question is yes, which i pray is not! cos if is then im gonna have a twisted fate! waah we'll see... goodbye Current Mood: weird

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December 29th, 2005

06:58 pm - im updating thats all Right.. i'm off to the shop! how exciting. i didnt do much revision which has me pretty down. but i plan to get on track pretty soon, i dont see the point in moping around and sulking. might as well get started right? which I will most promptly do right after I get back from the shop and of course have finished my viewing of the TEEN titans! That’s all Ta! Current Mood: dirty

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December 3rd, 2005

04:20 pm - MOCKZ ARE SO OVER1!! well ive done my mock exams and there like so in the past now!! and whats strange is that i think i did pretty well :D Current Mood: chipper

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November 27th, 2005

09:24 pm - er lazy speaking I haven't posted for quite some time now, so i figured i should put this journal in use. All has been good apart from the fact that i have been wasting time like whoa! and its seriously going to affect my grades majorly if i don’t start soon!! Hmm what can I say my motivation has reached an all time low and im a slacker that’s about all i had to say, seeya next month :P Current Mood: anxious

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October 13th, 2005

01:08 am - life really does go on... well...i haven't fulfilled all my objectives and things certainly didn’t go the way intended …but im really happy…well not in the long run but I’m happy for now. I feel like my life is finally picking up and that’s more than I could ask for. I’ve been disregarding the person who has helped me the most through this, the person who ive let down countless times but still stood by me and that I’m not too proud of :( Current Mood: content

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September 26th, 2005

04:39 pm - time to come clean Today i feel content for a change and im ready to confront anyone and everyone....i just hope this rush of confidence doesn’t disappear and leave me feeling anxious again. That will be bad…and mess everything up hmm I cant wait to get this day over and done with. Later all Current Mood: restless

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